This song is for anyone who deals with mental health and is having a hard time dealing with life right now. I wrote this just recently and want everyone to know that I am fine, no worries, just letting out my feelings and dealing with a lot right now. Love you guys and hope you enjoy reading my song.
Reflections
Take me to the end of my path My Baby I wish I could save you like you saved me Found something I wish I could have had in my past life Maybe I would had been less of a mess Maybe my life wouldn’t feel so damaged God please forgive me for my sins The mirrors are the only thing I reflect with in the end
Help me, please help me I’m looking for my heart in this dark place Suddenly I gave up on myself and began hoping I could be free I’m always hoping that one day my optimism will begin to rise up to the mountains Maybe I could begin to see how life should had been in the end Maybe I could begin to dream and wish for a better beginning Cause so far life has been a bitch and keeps getting better I could of ended it all by jumping off that building Could of said goodbye by wrapping the rope around my vertebrae and have my body swinging It’s a pussy way to leave this earth but life is just a joke to many Cause they all think it’s funny, to laugh at a man’s pain I can’t see my soul no more cause that shit stuck in a fucking hole Just like my path to achieving great things I wish I could try harder but keep getting my hopes up in the ending Life won’t get better for me cause it continues to drag me into a loop It feels like it getting great And when it does it just falls apart Joker said it best, I hope my death makes more cents than my life
Take me to the end of my path My Baby I wish I could save you like you saved me Found something I wish I could have had in my past life Maybe I would had been less of a mess Maybe my life wouldn’t feel so damaged God please forgive me for my sins The mirrors are the only thing I reflect with in the end
I lost you and everything began to fade away
Like my happiness and my smile
Both were being covered by a façade that I put on when I was near every fucking person
I laughed when I heard something was funny but was crying and screaming on the inside
I tried to become a better person and ended up getting fucked over
Ended up getting my ass handed to by life
Just wishing I could be stabbed in the back more by that knife
God continues to play games with me
Like taking away my heart and destroying my brain
Killing the one I loved the most
And now killing my bloodline
Life is a fucking video game, except it’s real and you can’t save and quit when you feel like it
Your stuck dealing with it
Dealing with everything you wish you didn’t have to deal with in the end
Like watching someone you care about struggle and hate themselves
Wish you can do more but end up being what you ended up being for yourself
A Failure
And now everything you do is a fucking huge missed opportunity to fix it
But nobody trying to help you with it
It’s just you and the fucking mirror you stare at
Take me to the end of my path My Baby I wish I could save you like you saved me Found something I wish I could have had in my past life Maybe I would had been less of a mess Maybe my life wouldn’t feel so damaged God please forgive me for my sins The mirrors are the only thing I reflect with in the end
Look at that mirror kid... What do you see? It’s not the man you wish you could had been But the fucking failure that lives within You’re a pathetic son of a bitch And belong in hell with everything in it Fire burning your fucking skin The Devil sucking your soul dry till you are nothing No longer want to be something Well you could had been someone if you tired really hard But you let your demons in that mirror take control Now your fucking going insane and losing your battle to yourself
Part of me is wishing I could see myself in a different image
Looking at the water and seeing what I have become in my reflection
I can’t see the boy who used to be so happy
I see anger and hate and all I ask for is my savior
Save me God for I have many things left in this life
I want to make the girl I love the most my wife
I want to start a family and have a moment where I can smile again
I see my life fading slowly away but I’m pulling it back so I can see something great once again
Please God let me see my life get better
I can see those three little letters
I’m an outcast, I’m a complete letdown My whole life I failed and lost Could had made better life choices But my stubborn ways and mentality fucked it all up I failed you, I failed him, I failed everyone that comes my way Maybe that’s why I push people away Maybe that’s why everyone gives up on me, including the ones I thought would be there Instead they are the ones who put me here Made me this mentally fucked 26 year old I just want to feel happy and have a better life for the ones I love I can’t even figure out why I am who I am today Or who the real person it is to blame It’s most likely me and I have to just wish and pray That the reflection I’m looking at won’t end up that way Hope they keep staying positive and optimistic Please hold on and be patient with me Be there for me, please don’t leave I’m losing my mind, don’t know how long I got this time Please save me, please save my Reflections…
Take me to the end of my path My Baby I wish I could save you like you saved me Found something I wish I could have had in my past life Maybe I would had been less of a mess Maybe my life wouldn’t feel so damaged God please forgive me for my sins The mirrors are the only thing I reflect with in the end
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