I wrote this song back in August on the train going home from the movies. This one is a deep one for me as I wrote the song to help cope with a certain situation and to get rid of my anxiety and the constant overthinking in my mind. This one is a very personal one for me as I didn't intend to post it but I felt like it was truly needed.
Love Sensation Drug Pushing through the day; praying it will go away My anxiety won't stop screaming; go grab him he needs medical attention Living in my head cause damn it feels closer to my dungeon I cant seem to pull the trigger, I'm lost on this discussion Lying on the bed constantly overthinking about what she said Hiding my whole entire emotions just like I constantly hide my feelings for you And in the end of the day I'm asked how I'm doing and I just say I'm doing fine I'm lying and I'm hurting trying to let my life go on stand by And I think I'm not the only one whose hurting But I need to find self love before I could continue my journey Go find some friends who love you, let them be your shoulder to cry on I'm fucking wishing my life was like how it is in my delusions I hide by Pushing through the day, praying it will go away My fucked up mind is seeing things that I don't seem to mind I'm feeling this psychedelic, I'm fucked up and I'm feeling a certain vibe My thoughts and my emotions are constantly doing drive by's My perception to the process is on high alert My heart is pounding and this sensation is feeling dope Go tell her you love her before you begin to float Wings on my back, halos across the neighborhood Life is on alert and this feeling is hallucinating I thought you would be the one but I was blinded by the fantasy I leaned into it a bit too much but fuck man it felt like a great dose of ecstacy Running around the corners, making sure I am one with my spirits Gonna grab my phone and message everyone I love before I am stuck within it My pupils are dilating and my blood pressure begins to increase Tripped too hard now I have to go through this journey Pushing through the day, praying it will go away My fucked up mind is seeing things that I don't seem to mind I'm feeling this psychedelic, I'm fucked up and I'm feeling a certain vibe My thoughts and my emotions are constantly doing drive by's My perception to the process is on high alert My heart is pounding and this sensation is feeling dope Go tell her you love her before you begin to float Why did you wait this long; were you hoping it would come to you Manifestation is a thing but waiting too long will damage everything you worked so damn hard for Burn all the shit you have and make sure she is there with you Your Guardian angel is watching you cry out your last tear before the sun sets Leave the fucking country and fucking never look back Fucking feel this sensation and love the feeling it's giving Pushing through the day, praying it will go away My fucked up mind is seeing things that I don't seem to mind I'm feeling this psychedelic, I'm fucked up and I'm feeling a certain vibe My thoughts and my emotions are constantly doing drive by's My perception to the process is on high alert My heart is pounding and this sensation is feeling dope Go tell her you love her before you begin to float Yeah, yeah, yeah; Pushing through the day, praying it will go away My anxiety won't stop screaming, someone please help him I wish I stopped living in my head but I can't fight off these delusions She's living her best life, being loved by someone whose giving her attention My sensation is numb and the drug is feeling loved Who am I if I can't seem to find me Who am I if I can't remember to breathe And if I lose my mind just know I am in my head getting beaten up by the limits My spirit getting weak and my soul is starting to dissappear I'm praying it will all go away as I push through the day Pushing through the day, praying it will all go away This love is sensational and making me feel drugged
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